I don’t even know how to write this post. I’m not sure that I should.
But then, that’s what this whole raft of delayed blog posts has been about isn’t it? To help with the fear of this all being out in the open. To give me a buffer of time to process if things go wrong.
Because today, after a week of refusing to pee on sticks because I was losing my mind, I peed on a stick.
Yep. There’s been some happy crying.
The stupid sticks were lying to me. I have been hatching a tiny human for 2-3 weeks and the sticks were lying. Or baby is stealthy? Like the Captain? Maybe I’m hatching a tiny ninja?
Speaking of the Captain, it’s his birthday in a few days. I’m going to keep super quiet about it until then and surprise him.
Best birthday present ever.
I’m so excited that I’m shaking.
Full of love and a tiny ninja,